ome say when I start thinking alot that is never a good thing... maybe because its never good for them. opening my eyes to realize that i can not allow this virus to use me as a host anymore Freeing myself from baggage and misery out the back door. i have let u walk in and break me down till I've considered wrong right made me lose track of wat i had in sight. IM DONE !! yes i know I've said it all before and i go back but yet my mind doesn't stop working it has yet to fail me and allow me to really be comfortable in these shoes its like the past 5 years im rocking 2 sizes too tight. IM done and i mean it. heart beats one minute slower than it should holding on to u as if i need u in my life when i know ur no good WAKE UP Monifa cant u see cant blame these men have to start blaming me. we come into this world wid a starting line up for our team as we grow we draft and trade fire and sometimes rehire the same old player what should i expect he did it once widout regrad im sorry, yes it sounds nice then i let him back in only for him to take another slice. slowly nothing remain of me just endless scars and strain SO FED UP but this time its not wid u .. Monifa u are my biggest problem because u know better You know what to do time to wake up Monifa its never too late open ur eyes and concentrate. FOcus and look with in the Empress is still there you have to let her win!!