Yes, I am very much regretful because I gave him my full trust. I am not so very careful with our relationship. I advise other people to not give so much trust to your husband. Always pray to God. If you have someone to confide with, do it because at first, I do not do it. But when I did it, it makes me carry the load lighter. I always protected my husband but he always abused me. But now I will not protect him anymore to give him lessons. At this moment he is showing care, love, attention. I hope this will last FOREVER.