ever since ive known u, youve been nothing but a real curse ur friends talked u into leaving me, they are all fools like april 1st u must be numb, when it comes to me u have no feelings to me? im just another fan like those spinning in ur office ceilings Ive been more than a friend to you, u were actually sumthing i may be the # 1 yes, cause im actually next to nothing(zero) when im calling u, its like customer service, thats how quick u switch to the nextline and the only time u give me money is immediatley after sextime i pictured wedding bells, and flowers and kisses at our marriage u dont even want to look at me, after i had a miscarraige im giving up, i will find a job, even if i have to scrub floors till my knees-hurt no more crying, i will turn the page, its time for a rebirth