Another day in the life and times of me Another day added on to the last time I've seen your face I've been counting for three years now unable to forget your touch Unable to forget your smell or your face I've been constantly haunted by the memories The memories we shared the memories we made Trying to smile through the hail of thoughts attacking my mind The love that we shared continuously trying to resurface But I have to keep it at bay I don't know if you're hurting like me or any at all The pain that follows me is excrutiating and unbearable I try my hardest not to miss you But no matter what I do the subtle hints remain I remain here in this eternal unrest Suffering day after day The only reprieve I get is when I shut out the world at night and fall into that semblance of sleep Then there comes the dawn And like a broken record this day plays out again Counting the days again etching that line into my skin One more scar to remember you by The only way I know to keep my sanity Doing to myself what you always used to do Inflicting this pain rending bits of flesh from my own body I use this pain to remember you by Knowing that this is as close to you as I can be now and ever more This pain is my drug and you are my drug dealer I'm addicted to your quality to your knowledge to your art This pain is blissful and until I die I will never let go.
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Dubito Ergo Cogito, Cogito Ergo Sum.
SEX IS NOT THE ANSWER...... SEX IS THE QUESTION AND YES IS THE ANSWER