I'm desperately in need of your help. When I was in my early 20s I was sexually assaulted by a man. He is from a Barbican address. I also have his name. He has a bad reputation. He is well known for raping young girls. This bastard would call me at work and threaten me. He would also threaten my father to kill him.

Unfortunately, I ended up in a relationship with him. I had to leave the family house with my daughter. My family has lost all their trust in me, and blames me for what has happened.

I'm now 32 years old. I'm finding it very difficult to move on with my life because of this horrible experience. As each day goes by I keep remembering this terrible experience. I find it difficult to concentrate on anything I'm doing. I sometimes start cursing and talking to myself. I feel like I'm losing my mind. I hate this person with such a passion that I want to kill him. I can't sleep well at nights. I wish I could be my normal self again.

Desperately In Need of Help, St. Andrew, Jamaica