ive search the internet far and wide no place 2 call home, no girl no kids on a water slide no after life, no everliving no lasco oats wid turkey on thanksgiving
my mind is unbalance like the scale wasnt on zero my kids woke up and realise that gamepun was no longer their hero drinks on the house, i sit on the rooftop and sip hieneken i saw elton was faggot leader, he was the Hiene-KING
but Nu-pemaG will be the attention and so will his words be the core did u know that i was always beaten by numbers, so i got slap with a 2 x 4 but u know already, by the powers that be, life will always be simple and plain i wanted to be a bleach, so i can get rid of STAIN
I live through my dark existence only to bask in your beauty your eyes that shine like sapphires your smile that brightens even my sad existence I envy the wind that runs through your hair that touches your lips I long to touch you to hold you in my arms but I cannot for your heart belongs to another so, I can only love you from afar your friendship means more to me than anything this world provides but like an angel you touched my heart in a way that I've never felt before cause I've never known what love is until this day I know that we are only friends but my heart wishes it to be more so I will still hope and dream that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"
Love is like a lump of gold, Hard to get, and hard to hold. Of all the girls I've ever met, You're the one I can't forget. I do believe that God above, Created you for me to love. He chose you from all the rest, Because he knew I would love you best.
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.
Christchung: attention ppl, i went into a deep trance of relaxation, and i just got this message from the man himself
it took me awhile to translate....so here goes...
GAMEPUN
like morals im high in stature, im no propaganda manufacture after breaks more serious like a fracture, my mind is an amazing capture improve always like wise temple teachers, like films with special features my punches create mental seizures, im bacterium little dental creatures love pain even consider blisters treats, so you will never stop my winners streak i leave your life like dimmers bleak, like a black cat dont meet me in a street reasons you wont beat me i can cast a, bowl then break it down like pasta pull a quick one? better think faster, im dead before someone rips me off like a plaster so raw my mics dipped in holy water like sinners, mouth so dirty its washed out with thinners go to a catholic church and f u c k the sisters, right until my d i c k gets blisters my eyes forever open like a steward, underground king of the sewer enthusiastic like a puppy before being neutured, yet wise like ive been tutored leave you in a sticky situation like bitumen, give you over inflated obesity like michelin how could you call my lyrics a stitch up when, my lyrical talent will fit few men
Well maybe now I should just say goodbye You used to be my friend But I never felt I really was yours So maybe this is the end. I'm different from you, all of you Each other we've never understood I hope that if I do tell you goodbye That it won't be for good. Whenever I'm mad it hurts me so bad And you don't even care I don't know why, I just want to cry And someday I won't be there. The streaks on my arm they've done me no harm They're only made of pen But once they are *lo** that turns brown like mud They'll be there again and again. If I'm mad at you I'll hurt myself too But that doesn't really matter Although when I hurt I feel like dirt And my spirit's bruised and battered. I do not know why it has to be so I really wish it did not But the way this has been going it is basically shot. You don't need me and we don't need we And that's how I think I know why These words are the ones I have to speak- I love you, but goodbye.
Whenever I needed someone to talk to You were always there. My eyes filled with tears, my heart filled with pain, and You were always there. There was no time when I had doubt to come to you because You were always there. I could see in your eyes you wanted to help, and that you really cared.
Whenever I was down and blue You were always there. No matter my problems, are what was wrong You were always there. Whenever I felt like nothing matters You were always there.
Now your gone, and I don't know what to do I close my eyes and think of you, and how You were always there. It's hard to look at the pictures, and get memories of you Can you hear me now At night I pray, and I speak to you I guess you were right when you told me no matter how far you were You would always be there. I know one day I'll see you again, but till then I have to say goodbye
Even though it hurts to hear your name, and speak of you One thing I will always say is You were always there.
An echo fades into the night, an eerie mournful sound. A shooting star disappears from sight, and I crumble to the ground. There is no life within this garden; my sobs are the only sound. I have poisoned the honeyed fountain where your love could be found.
Dazed, I stare at the stars above, my grieving howls fill the night! Unintended betrayal of love has hidden you from my sight. I remember how it used to be when we shared our fears and delights. You are a treasured friend to me. How can I make things right?
Feeling afraid, cold and lonely, I long to tell you how I feel, but you dont want to hear me. The pain for you is much too real. Should I back away and build a wall and block away how I feel? Or, should I give you a call? We both need some time to heal.
An echo fades into the night as our friendship disappears. How do I know what is right? How can I ease my fears? If I do call you again, would the old wounds reappear? I cant stand to cause you pain. Hurting you again is my worst fea
Just by the thought of you I find myself all sad again. I've lost you, but also gained. I know I must be grateful, but my soul is sad for you.
I'll remember you always for the good you have done, for the seed you have sown, for the faith you have given me and for the example you set.
Yet, I find myself all sad again, in my thoughts, in my joys. My thoughts are closed, cause you don't look there anymore.
The season is over and I know I must be happy but the loss is too big and the pain too intense. I need to tell you my new story, see your eyes, experience your smile and taste the tea we usually drink.
I just so much wish you could see the harvest of my life from the seeds you have sown! Especially now, when it's full in harvest - I know your soul would have smiled.
But then again, although I'm sad - I know I'm glad - cause I know I've saved you. I'll rest my heart in that
R.I.P
-- Edited by Ill-matic on Sunday 16th of May 2010 05:46:55 PM
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They turned all the rainforest into desert All of the natives into peseants. Then teach em how to behave make em all third world slaves
They penetrate the cave, desecrate the graves They say they'll decorate the brave & say they liberate the slave
Where trees grew they now pave Where silence was machines rave They took more than they gave. They surf more than a wave
All take & no give Who has the right to live All Take & no give What has the right to live
Domination of the kingdom King of domination
Pests immune to poison Disease immune to drugs All of the cures, dem oppressed by thugs. And vacination has been replaced with DNA collection
We be pawn on the monoploly board sent foward by the false king TV enlisted to sing to play another tune TV sings & strike another chord that how we get played like pawn on the monoploy board
Knights at the round table Horses in the kings stable Blessed by the kings bishop Have to protect the walls of the castle protect babylon, wrap up like a parsel
All take & no give Who has the right to live All Take & no give What has the right to live
My love for you won't ever die so by your side i must lie i'll make my mark deep in your soul soon my love will take toll your heart might soon start to burn yet desire is what you'll yearn
Your body and soul start to ache soon my pleasures will take plce the hunger starts in fierce and sin my love for you is leaking in it's sliding through your empty veins leading to your hert full of endless pain it soothes the racing of your pulse calms your feras and makes u feel whole yet the end is now coming near but there's no need for any fear my love for you won't die so by your side i will lie forever and always you and i
for you i'd make the world turn, for you my heart will always yearn. for you i'd give my life at will, for you are the one who makes my heart stand still.
without you,my life is dull, your smile warms my deepest soul
your laugh is like a thousand bells,
and when u laugh........ my heart doth swell.
for every wave that find the shore, my heart loves you a thousand times more for every bird that sings it's song, my love for u grows deep and strong.
always and forever, i'll love you till i die, and to you, my darling,i cannot lie. for you my heart,i'll always endeavor to love you now, always..........and forever.
Arnie the apple hung from a tree in an orchard a mile wide. And every day the pickers would come and haul dozens of apples inside.
They'd pick the prettiest of the bunch, filling their baskets and pails. But they always passed by Arnie, ignoring his whines and wails.
"Please pick me!", Arnie would cry each time the pickers sauntered by. "I want to go inside with you!", cried Arnie till he turned bright blue.
But the pickers ignored him day after day, while Arnie hung there in dismay, trying to nurse his shattered pride, dying to be picked to be taken inside.
Each new dawn he'd do a trick like spinning around on his twig. But the picky pickers never stopped for apples that weren't big
or juicy or red or bright or sweet. Poor Arnie was none of these things. He wasn't completely quite full grown and he had some nicks and dings.
He dreamed what it was like inside; lights and music all around. Arnie just wanted to go there so badly he flung himself to the ground.
The next day the pickers came along and saw him lying there. They took him inside and Arnie thought, "This is it! I'm finally there!"
But when Arnie the Apple looked around he realized his dreams were false, 'cause in less than 15 minutes he was Arnie Applesauce.
Long, long ago on an island far away, sat The Land of Mites and Maybees to the left of Backbone Bay.
The mites were hearty creatures, they would never hurt a soul. But their problem was they never could achieve a single goal.
They knew just what they wanted, and they'd ponder it at length, but when it came to action, they just didn't have the strength.
The maybees were quite similar, with only slight revisions. They'd say "maybe this" and "maybe that", but never reached decisions.
There was a king, King Know It All, who loved to take advantage of these measly mites and maybees whom without him could not manage.
Or so they thought, for they'd been told and learned so deep within that there's just no sense in trying when you know you cannot win.
And so the king, with ruling hand grew stronger every day. For the mites and maybees just assumed that his was the best way.
Till one bright day, out of the blue, a mini-mite was walking and in his sheltered innocence, he suddenly began talking.
"Why do we weed our gardens by hand when it's faster with a hoe? And why do we sled in summertime instead of in the snow?
"Why do we paint our buildings brown, when red is so much brighter? And why do we carry sacks of rocks when stones are so much lighter?"
The mini-mite kept asking more, like a record that was broken. Though all of them had thought these things, none had ever spoken.
"Shhh! Pipe down!", were the frightened cries as they worried their king would hear. The mites and maybees looked around, their eyes spread wide with fear.
"I'll be quiet", said the mini-mite, "but I just have one more querry. If there's more of us than there is of him, why is he so scary?"
The mites and maybees pondered this, this thought that was quite new. And as they tugged and wrestled it, the logic in it grew.
Suddenly everything seemed so clear; they all had minds of their own, so why were they letting King Know It All rule his mighty throne?
Well, it didn't take long once this thought was in place, for weeds to be pulled out with hoes. And it didn't take long for paint to be red and for sleds to be used when it snows.
Soon the king got weaker, and finally left; Left the whole kingdom far behind. For he realized that not even he was as strong as the power of speaking your mind.
Because of you my world is now whole, Because of you love lives in my soul. Because of you I have laughter in my eyes, Because of you I am no longer afraid of good-byes. You are my pillar my stone of strength, With me through all seasons and great times of length. My love for you is pure boundless through space and time, it grows stronger everyday with the knowledge that you'll always be mine. At the altar I will joyously say 'I do', for I have it all now and it's all because of you .
Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you Collene with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you you, Right from the very start.
I sit here and dont know what to say hello nice to meet you or good-bye I shall never see you again
From the top of the sky I see myself plummeting to the death on the knives I call my dreams
Just from the top of my head I cry for you and me he loves me he loves me not from the *lo** splattered sheets to the human oasis from which you have brought to me I wonder
Just from the top of my head I wonder...................... to be continued
Girl an important part of my life you are I cant see us ever living apart Saying goodbye would leave an emotional scar How could i say goodbye to my own heart
You're the thing that keeps me going The rhythmic beat in my body For your touch i would be longing If you left me for somebody... Else
How can i just let my heart go I need it like it needs me Without my heart to the death would i go Why cant you understand why cant you see
She speaks in a faint still voice she replies I would never leave you, my destiny, my choice we've been together our whole lives together till forever Forevr the goal for which we strive When forever comes together we will die.
My heart aches within from missing you, My lips long for the feel of kissing you, Right now all I need is to gently touch your skin, To look into your eyes and see deep within, Just one warm embrace, Just to look upon your face, Just one little touch, From the one I love so much, If I could gaze upon your smile, For just a little while, To know that you miss me too, As I'm thinking of you, To hear the sound of you breathe, Knowing you'll never leave, To see you walk up to me, Then embrace you tenderly, To just be with the one who's sent my heart reeling, And brought about this downpour of emotion and feeling, I sit here alone in my office tonight, And pray that somehow this all turns out right, I've never been one to do more taking than giving, I'm not well off but I work hard for a living, I've told you many thoughts that weren't borrowed or bought, And in lifetime, who would have thought, That I have found someone who was just meant for me, I can't explain the magic or why this should be,
Just holding a medz in ma drom room one day an this vibe just reach me....hope di I dem rate it still
From my vantage point, the awkward exuberance in our smiles does not mar how pellucid the melancholy of our spirits is. Try as we may, but to no avail, we suppress and repress, those feelings which pressure us into a deep press rendering us depressed. You try and try and I know you tried, and Im tired.. 143, but Im abdicating the bonds which bound you and me. Abdicating the sorrows that you cant see, abdicating all we had so our souls can be free. But you try some more. Know Im trying to let you know, that 143, but Im letting go. Im ignorant, not that I know not, but I know not how long well be, or how long we wont be. You say I dont know so I dont care, dont you dare! Because you see, youre ignorant too, not that you know not, but you dont know how many times I cried in clandestine then I luxuriate myself in your red wine, you pour it but youre not there Detached from us, and you dont care.
We fight, thats our plight and with every inconsequential word we face the consequences and we hurt. With every inconsequential word, we sequester ourselves more far away..143 but its hard to stay.
The bed, the floor, on the counter top, and against my door, are realms of passion we perpetually explore. Then Im done and you want more, and then youre done and I want more. We have a penchant for these realms, but they assuage the friction frolicking between you and me only for a time, only temporarily. I erected a fort around my mind, to keep you from erecting mine, but secretly so seductively you rip it down every time. My want for you is so titanic, your lust so colossal you confuse it with love, and you sink my titanic with your colossus. We fall perpetually into that abyss, where we cant return from You, Ill no longer miss, I wish I could divulge what I want so bliss, I cant, So 143, a rose and a kiss.
I give you permission to act your shoe size, 'cause who wants to act their age? And I think it's quite alright to ask for a night light when the bed monsters are let out of their cage.
I see nothing at all wrong with belting out a song in the middle of a long and boring Monday. And I offer no good reason why the cold and snowy season should mean you can't enjoy an ice cream sundae.
I've no problem whatsoever with playing in bad weather or even making pancakes in the mud. And I feel it's quite okay to save for a rainy day as long as you aren't waiting for a flood.
Growing up's exciting and it probably seems inviting, but growing up too fast is not too clever. You'll know it in your gut when you're really ready, but if you're lucky you'll feel like a kid forever
Would you believe in a love at first sight Yes, I'm certain that it happens all the time What do you see when you turn out the light I can't tell you but I know it's mine,
Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends Mm, I get high with a little help from my friends Mm, gonna try with a little help from my friends
Do you need anybody I just need someone to love Could it be anybody I want somebody to love.
Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends with a little help from my friends.
From the moment I first noticed you, I couldn't let go of you My heart now belonged to you; you held the key. You never knowning how I felt, and me never telling you Made me go crazy inside Whenever you would laugh, my breath was taken from my body. How was I so sure? I never know the truth. Everyone knew I wanted you, if only I could have you. Tonight I get up the courage, and through away the 'norm' I'm asking you to be mine Whether you say yes or no, I'm moving on Because if I loved you so much, I'd let you go